In an embarrassing little twist, my housemate told me a story where the punchline was someone getting treating for a porn addiction.
I had wondered if she was monitoring the wifi connection (my paternal unit was very paranoid, I think I picked that up by accident), but I didn’t worry too much about it. Nor did I think I was watching that much porn. Really, you only need a few minutes to get things…done and take the edge off. When you’ve been alone as long as I have, a few orgasms sometimes soothe the knife edge of touch deprivation and soul deep loneliness that I try not to think about.
You’re supposed to have 18 hugs a day for optimal health – healthy touch is super important. Thank goodness for friends with hugs when I need them; and I’m aware of when I need to ask for them. But right now I just need a few minutes…
Let’s Put the “X” in Sex – KISS
Everybody’s Lonely – Jukebox the Ghost