Tag Archives: hope

But that kiss

There are moments in life where you have physical contact with another human and it sears you to the bone, sometimes dropping you to your knees. Those moments of energy exchange that are so intense, you remember them forever. What … Continue reading

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Meet me halfway

25,085 words and I’m behind on the word count but still halfway there; NaNoWriMo 2018 is kicking my ass in the best possible way. What a glorious distraction from the tragedies and heartbreak of everyday life, and from the blood, … Continue reading

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Seriously, WTF

Why are men so invested in violently repressing women? And what the hell is up with all these people snapping and going on shooting rampages? Can’t we as a society teach healthier, better humans? What about actually addressing mental illness … Continue reading

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The first snowfall

The holidays are coming, the winter lights are coming out, and it’s baking season. Come here and let’s have something yummy to drink and  exchange stories about life while the kitchen’s heating up. There’s nothing like great conversation over slices … Continue reading

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7000 words

My ex-fiance used to  mock me for claiming to be a writer, but not ever writing. He didn’t understand and I never wanted to explain, even if I’d had the words back then. Even now I struggle, still have those … Continue reading

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Mangy guardian angel

The veil is supposedly thin at this time of year, and perhaps that’s why my dreams have been so strange and intense lately. Not bad or scary, just active, and emotionally intense. I wake up exhausted but kind of refreshed, … Continue reading

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Trephining

The leaves are turning into the deep jewel tones of autumn and you still aren’t here. Reading my psychology text book reminded me of why that is. According to a clinical diagnosis, I’m bipolar. Like really bipolar. Also according to … Continue reading

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Engaged

Fighter jets don’t sound the same anymore. Now they’re starting to sound like world wars and cold hearted greed. It’s depressing to see the direction humanity is heading. I see lots of good people doing wonderful things, but I’m not … Continue reading

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Heat release

Yesterday I sat down with someone who advised ” Don’t ever lose that fire, yes you can and do inspire people.” Well damn, that put a spike in my Dignitas research, but what a beautiful relief. I really needed the … Continue reading

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The Itch

That driving energy in my head that I can’t turn off – it has a lot of potential labels, but I call it The Itch, and it manifests in various ways: the burning compulsion to paint that I had for … Continue reading

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