Tag Archives: sleep

4 hours

Posted on September 30, 2018 by

Looking at my life and what I own, I figure that from anywhere in the city, I’m only four hours away from walking away from everything. Meaning that I could get home, pack what I need, grab my passport, and … Continue reading →

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Running shoes

Posted on September 26, 2018 by

Lack of sleep has become such an issue that I went back to Western medicine for goddamn Ritalin. I get all giddy remembering how it helped me sleep, even though I hate admitting it. I haven’t been able to find … Continue reading →

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Insomnia playlist

Posted on November 6, 2016 by

I love and hate them, those hours before dawn. When sleep is a dim impossibility, and my head is overflowing the second I wake up a little after 1:00am. I was so excited to write all day today, and when … Continue reading →

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Spring fever

Posted on March 31, 2016 by

I walked out of OMSI and by the time I got to the parking lot I was in a hyperventilating panic attack. It’s so embarrassing – I always bust ass to get out of public view, it’s challenging maintaining your … Continue reading →

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Full color

Posted on January 21, 2015 by

I unleashed full kitchen magic and made cookies tonight. I call them “Wishful Ferguson” cookies, because they are black and white and brown finally working together in harmony and deliciousness. Too bad it’s not that simple. I think everyone matters- … Continue reading →

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There but for the grace of god/goddess/deity of choice…

Posted on November 14, 2014 by

A police officer brought a woman into the warming center last night, and this one hurt my heart. He said he found her curled up in a ball on the sidewalk, trying to keep warm. She was wearing thin inappropriate … Continue reading →

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Night by night

Posted on August 28, 2014 by

Going crazy is easy, it’s the coming back part that takes the herculean effort. I made huge strides today: Interviewed and got a new job, and biked to the top of the mountain, despite being hampered by only 4 hours … Continue reading →

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